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Self Doubt

from Self Doubt + Strife by GhostXb

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Hey guy's, here's a melancholic orchestral song for you. Sorry I haven't really been active lately. It's been too long...way too long.

Art courtesy of AssasinMonkey - assasinmonkey.deviantart.com/art/Hold-511821592

This year has been especially difficult for me in regards to my mental health. I've been really struggling with depression and it's not getting any better, it's getting much much worse. I may talk about it in depth in the future, but know I will be seeing a doctor about it tomorrow. Hopefully this will result in some sort of solution. I really want to get back to my former self where I'm feeling more productive and not feeling like shit all the time. These past few months I've felt so distant and disassociated with everyone and everything, including music. While music has always been my crutch, even that is starting to fail me. I'm just not really sure what to do with myself these days...

I forced myself to upload this because I've been so frustrated that I haven't really been doing anything lately. Hopefully it will be enough to get things going again.

As for this song. It's actually over a year old, just finally decided to release it. While it may be old, the feelings I put into it are still relevant.

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from Self Doubt + Strife, released October 3, 2017

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I'm just a musician who is often chasing inspiration into various genres. I don't typically stick to one genre but I've made Hip Hop, Metal, Orchestral, Symponhic Metal, Alternative, among other things.

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